Echoes.

I don’t know why the time seems to be passing by so quickly.
Being stuck in a mental haitus over this court bit is painful, but at the same time, it’s refreshing – I can’t travel the anxiety highway at high speeds for months in a row.
I don’t think anyone can.

Wedding planning is what it is.
I’m trying to figure out the point of wedding favors at the moment.
While they can be so cute stacked up on the table, they seem to me to be a pointless waste for the most part.
I’m glad the club has so many rules about what can and can not be used for our send off.
It definitely limits choices.
I’m not sure I’m going to go this route.

Nick’s trip was pretty good – we’ve discovered talking about the wedding brings us nothing but headaches, but after he realized that I’m still the woman he loves and not a taffeta-wearing-bride-of-Frankenstein he calmed down.
I hate that he’s gone now.
He brought me the puppy – she and I both have been moping.
The five months to go part is exciting, but in the way that roller coasters are.
I’m slowly going up the first hill of the coaster and the clacking around me and speed are driving me insane…
But when it gets here tons of things will happen at once and I’ll still be insane.

As long as it’s good insane.

Registered for my wedding.
I never realized how wonderful it is to register for things.
It’s like having the shopaholic bug, feeding it, and not hurting your checkbook in the process.
You FEEL as though you’ve accomplished the most amazing shopping trip of your life – and yet you’ve none of the pain to show for it.
They told me to register for everything I liked and I did.
I just didn’t realize I’d like SOOO much.

Ah well, lesson learned.
At least I know there will be a lot of things I don’t get – and that I’ll like everything I do.
It still was a lot of fun.

I feel like I’m floating along lately – you’re getting the worst of me, though if the worst is only negligence to an online unread community, then I suppose we’ll all survive.

That’s nice.
To have the worst in me at the moment not be so bad.